genting trip was awesome . WOOOHOOOO! luck was done. BUT lot of loots

wow...finally THIS STUPID PC SHOW IS FINISHED!
lousy show. sold 71 units in 4 days. Can you imagine? 71 units. i've never sold sooo little before. was damn depressed. even cindy sold less than 30 units per day in sat and sun. ):

mingsheng bought his girl over to the show to show cindy. saw him and turn my back . i dont know why i felt i lost something once close to me, dont know him anymore..T.T



i dont fucking care whether you will read this post anot, yeah wtf is your fb comment? i adding words. pls think with your BRAIN! what trying to say i'm stupid. wtf! you are the one who wanted to continue to this quarrel. when i did SWEAR I SAY " we are like quarreling leh" , "Okay i apologise, its my fault" cant you decifer this fucking sentence is trying to say stop the conversation.

i apologise dont know how many times in that conversation, all you did was adding more and more, as if you are the correct one, i'm the wrong one, i never quarrel with you because i give in to you. do you really think you are the correct one, alot of people like you? so wtf if people dont believe what i say? as if alot people like what you say and what you did?

fuck. without me, will you have friends? do you think you can still remain in jiang shan grp? pls look at yourself? did you contribute to any project work sincerely or wad? if i never pull you into my group , you really think you will have friends?

Who companied you when you are feeling down the most? Who cried almost everyday and who talked to phone and sms you the whole time when you needed someone? all you bloody think is yourself. At if you really care about me? All the fake crocodile tear of yours. Talking behind my back . Without fathin, i wont know you talked behind me.....
That term test, did you taught me anything ? fuck you didnt, its athirah who taught me? so stop all your lame shit thing. what learning from the guys?
YOU JUST GO AND LOOK AT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. I GAVE YOU CONFIDENT TO COME AND FUCK ME BACK! THANK FOR STABBING ME IN MY HEART YOU HEARTLESS GIRL! thank GOD i see through your character earlier. THANK YEAHHHH!

i'm fine with shi ting again :D hehe... i realise she's the one who remember whatever i do for her ...
She know i care about her. She understand me better and will think of how i feel .

people lose something to gain something. at least i gain some valuable friendship

ya everything is my wrong, everything is my wrong..... i already apologise...wtf u want me to do or say? you never consider how i feel? you never even apologise at all? i try to let go and forget but you keep yelling and yelling like at if i was at the wrong for everything?

i apologise, you dont want to let it go. when i say something else. you want to continue the quarrel and just went off without telling anything?

went for canon training today . everything was the same. Brother and me was late for the training, training started at 5.30 and we reached at 6.30. Its at vivocity HOR! far and boredom.
but we tried our best to ask questions we need to clarify. so everything was clear and we both hope miracle can happen on thursday. SELL MORE ...

WE WISH THAT someone can just come and say hello, can i have 12 pieces of this model. i will be like *wink eye* HEHEHEHHE.... miracle pls come true. i'll be happy to bits.

Ps:changed my room layout today . moved the study table from brother room to my room, now i can sit at and use computer upright, no more lying on bed which is so painful for my neck. :p

I WANT TO GET MARRY ! Wear pretty gown and take pictures. but i'm scare of quarrel and divorce. -.-

  • Boy: I broke up with her.
  • His Best Friend: What happened?
  • Boy: She’s just too much for me.
  • His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
  • Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
  • Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
  • Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
  • Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
  • His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
  • Boy: Well, she..
  • His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
  • Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
  • His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

everything is normal today :D i think i'm okay with michelle already. more relaxed....
going to school tml to discuss our earthquake design concept with the girls... i already come out with one idea .
IT show is coming and i'm still coughing. Pls be okay soon. i need to earn big bucks.

went to bugis with apple to buy remedy for his body.
recieve a fucking sms from ms that spoil my day.
sold 8 sets which i'm so contented with it.
kel bought a pink cup for me when he was broke.

dont know whether to be sad or happy.

):(:

went to baby sit today . Was very unhappy due to the comments they given me...
EXPECT ME TO DO HOUSEWork WHEN I SACRIFIC MY SLEEP to take care your precious son. haiiiiii... why sia? I'm FAT! YUP I'm FAT! you dont have to be so straight right?


but aunt bought me a tshirt, quite cute . HAHAHA
mum bought me a pink letter hanger and a pink rubbish bin.
i got more pink stuffs in my room .

WORK TOMORROW. SELL MORE MOMO !


although recently i been facing alot of problem with my classmate. i decided to .......................
too tired too think about it. MAYbe its all me, since you two hate me so much, then be it bah... saying me behind my back when u appear to treat me like your best friend. thank ah, angry with me ? i wonder what i did wrong at first that make u angry rather than i was the one who suppose to be angry, who take care of you when u are down? who taught you so much thing? who was the one with you when you needed someone the most? haiiiiiii. i bet you forgotten all clean about you. since you have someone with you already. that shall be your new best friend.... i'll totally out of it.

Thank cher hao and kelving for making me so happy today. thank for treating me to SAKAE. i had a good one, dont need to care about how much i want to order. they keep saying just order watever you want. i was like really? wowwwww.... They are two good guys who companied me throughout .... help me carry bag, bought me out for dinner. The meal cost $80 plus... Bought me a cute bunny wallet :D bought me KOI bubble tea . i cant express my gratitude towards both of them. I wonder is it GOD who sent them to me to cheer me up. When i'm down, they will send a encouragement sms to me or call me not to be sad XD.

i know you guys wont see it. BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK AND A BIG HUG :D

holiday is here, forget about all the unhappy things and enjoy this three weeks... WOOOHOOOOO! going to cousin house tml....enjoy enjoy .!

i'm disappointed with the way you treated me. You dont treat me like a friend nor sister.
i'm given up .