life's been good until recently...my life had been capsized once over after 3 years.... the pain is coming back .... how long more must i take to forget him once again... if during the chalet...nothing happened, i wont be feeling soooo UP and DOWN once again.... WHY MUST YOU DO THAT TO ME? SAYANG ME already and HURT ME? you like to see me soooo unhappy? i want to stop that. but i dont know i can anot? your word hurt me more than anyone else. I only listen to what you say yet you are the only one who hurt me the most? you know how hard is it to let you out of my heart. but now i need to redo it once again... i know i pray for that to happened, but once it happened, i dont know how to control my emotions again.... WTF i love you so much.... so many years, i never fallen in love with any guy except you. LOOK doesnt matter. everything doesnt matter. what i love is that heart of yours. but yet to you. SIZE really matter. haiiiii.... then from the start we should not have even started.... you shouldnt have accepted me....you should have stay with denise , wont it be better for me and you.... since you hated me sooo much....
i love you for who you are yet you hate me for who i am.... LBH! why must you be sooo cruel to me.? did i owe you anything in your last life.... i want to forget you and led my new life again... i know ms will be there. hope he will be... :p